When will it end?

I have been working so hard and cannot stop my pain RX yet like I hoped. That itself was a major reason I got the stimulator. I know I am trying to do too much but I just have too. I have to repay my CC debt form my RX bills and Dr visits. Now my lawyer says I saw so many Drs, my case is so complicated it just takes time. Well, I am running out of time. Money is the root of the problem and why I took out Disability Insurance when it was offered to me. And now, they say I can work full time, well I work double full time athome and still making no money to pay my debts.

We have so many new retail sites near me now. I would love the book store but no way can I stand all day or sit very long, it is hard just to update my blog from time to time.

Well, I fired my lawyer and called on the State to help me. I have cried and cried, they don't care or understand. They have their job and income! I am just another case. Trouble is, I spent a year with them and they did nothing. My fall case is coming on the time limit as something has to be done now, NOT when they get time. Well, I don't have more time. It is not on my side. When I fell, I had no idea it would be a lasting condition, so I never called the Paramedics to get me up. I got up in pain and was bruised the next two weeks, very sore and it just never healed.
and my lawyer said the steps were build in the 70's with the correct approved state regulations. What about the burned out Porchlight and in the black of the night needing a car headlight for me to even find my shoes,cane,purse,and car keys! And with the help of another meeting attendee going out with me, she had to turn her car on and move it to light the area to see at all.

Well, I had no clue it would last this long and be so severe at the time.